170 lbs.

down 27 lbs. from start  

30 lbs. to my goal 

 

So I have concluded that I hate swim suit tops. At least every single one I own and every one that I have tried on at stores... haha I don't feel like any of the styles look good on me. I'm around a 36D. And I feel like my boobs are getting saggy. I don't feel like the little triangle tops have enough support and the little strings don't look good yet. I really like the bandeau tops. When I first put them on, I like them. But then I start feeling like my boobs look saggy in them in the cleavage area, even when I wear the strap part. And then I go to VS and get some push up ones to hopefully give me some support and they just look ridiculous. They make your boobs look abnormally large. I own one in what is supposed to be my bra size and the cup is the size of my head. And then I tried getting a halter top one at VS and in a large(they don't even sell XL in those types of tops) and it seems a little too small. Or I supposed the push up part just squeezes my boobs so much that I think it looks ridiculous. I can't find that medium! I don't want my boobs to sag, be so squished they are popping out, or look like they are the size of cantelopes! Is that too much to ask? I think I'm crabby. haha Maybe I'll go to VS after work today and try some on again and give it another shot. I'll try one of every style on.

 

Phil told me he'd work out with me today. Shocking! We'll see.. I think he loves me today, because I told him that I was going to start giving him more money every month to put towards bills. lol. He easily makes enough to be able to cover the bills and save with what I've been giving him, but I'm hoping that this little extra money will help him save a little more and ya know.. maybe once he feels like he has a lot of money saved.. he'll buy a ring? hahah Seriously though. I think this could help. But shh.. don't tell him my plan! :D

 

I plan on working out Tuesday, Wednesday, and Thursday this week! AND Saturday and Sunday. So I'm not going to be upset if I don't make it tonight. Swim suits tops are just as important! lol. 

 

Also, I got a little sun over the weekend while camping! Fat always looks better tan! haha

 

See ya! 

Melissa