I've been doing terrible lately. I need to get re-motivated! I have been doing the bare minimum at the gym... only when we have a date with Jeff. No zumba, nothing! And I'll eat good for breakfast and lunch... and then do bad for dinner. Grrr... I don't know what's happened. I'm going to try to get back into the swing of things starting today. We have our workout with Jeff. Phil and I made a deal that we would make each other go to the gym tomorrow night before we do anything too.

I've been stressing hating my job the last couple of days. I even considering going back to school to get my MSW. Phil shot that idea down real quick. He's a stickler when it comes to money and the idea of another 20 something dollars in debt is not very appealing to him. So instead, I have applied for some social service jobs that I can apparently get with my Bachelors. We'll see! I'd be willing to take a pay cut if I got to do something I actually wanted to do. My job is just transforming into a job that I did not want or apply for. It's kind of unfortunate. It may just be a transitioning phase, but I'm not happy.

I also have some family drama going on right now. Not what I need! Not that there is such thing as a normal family, but Phil's is pretty darn normal compared to mine. Why can't I have that? Ugh.

I'm ready to go to bed. Too bad I gotta get my butt to the gym intsead.

See ya!
Melissa