164 lbs.

down 33 lbs. from start

24 lbs. to my goal

Ahhh! I'm so anxious!! So one of my best friends and coworker Chelsea also applied to work at St. Louis Arc. She had an interview the day after me. She told me how hers went and it just made me more anxious for Friday! When she went, she said the lady told her that the day program position was no longer available. However, she wants Chelsea to speak to the residential person on Friday to determine her experience. She also told her that if the residential person doesn't think she has the experience, she still has a place for her and after Friday, she will be able to give her a job offer. They didn't tell me that! However, no one interviewed in between Chelsea and I. And she talked to me about the day program as if it was still open. So am I the one she is considering to take that spot? Ahhhh I wish I really knew! I'm trying not to get my hopes up. But I'm hating my job so much right now and I would love to be able to put in my two weeks really soon! I really hope that I know on Friday! I don't want to meet with this person and still have to wait even more! I'm going crazy right now....

On another note, I've been working out everyday and been eating pretty well, staying within my calories. The scale read 163.8 this morning. I'm not logging it yet. But I can tell that I'll probably be dropping a pound or two pretty soon. Hopefully in time for the Dominican! Only 13 more days!!!

ANXIETYYYYYY.

See ya! 

Melissa

PS. I got my butt to run a mile again on the treadmill last night. I did it in 10 min. I consider that a success. :)